Umm...yeah. You're probably gay! Ive had a couple incidents when i was super young but nothing like that or close to it. And now, i watch these kinds of videos, mainly just solo male cumshots and it gets me so hard ot throbs and hurts. But id never do anything with a guy in real life.
One time when I was in middle school I had my 2 best friends stay the night at my house and we made a dare that we would all compare our penis size and then jack off and cum into the same shot glass and whoever had the smallest penis had to drink it all. Well I was 2 years younger than them and should've known better but ended up being the shortest by at least an inch. So I had to drink all 3 loads in one shot glass, it was so much that it overflowed the shot glass. Is that stuff normal for boys growing up or am I gay?